Conscious Catholicism

Yesterday morning I woke up and just didn’t feel good at all. I went to work and got most of the things that I set out to do done but by the end of the day I just knew. I had that achey in the bones feeling, my sinuses are a mess and burning and I was feeling alternately hot then cold. I came home had dinner took a nice hot shower which made me feel a hundred times better and then went to bed early. I didn’t sleep very well. I’ve been up since 4ish this morning and I have a temperature of 101.6. I sent in an email letting my super know I’m not coming to work. Why do I feel guilty though? I’m genuinely sick and really need sleep and rest but I’m the only one SS will be working in the South Seattle office today. I really need to just say fuck it, they can take care of themselves and I need to take care of me. I’m going to take some pills and try and sleep.


Born in New York, Educated in the Berkshires, Became an adult in CA and found my Soul in Seattle. I'm a bearish middle aged, happy man who lives w my husbear in the OC.