Conscious Catholicism

I’ve had this ongoing thought that just really congealed for me this morning.  I’ve been treating my life like its over now that I’m past 40.  40 was traumatic for me.  I don’t know why it just was.  I think I had this mean review of like oh god I’m half way through my life and what have I done?  what have I accomplished?  anyway I’m 42 now and the though returned except this morning I answered back.  I’m still young but old enough to pause before making some fool choice that in my 20’s I wouldn’t have even hesitated to make. 


Born in New York, Educated in the Berkshires, Became an adult in CA and found my Soul in Seattle. I'm a bearish middle aged, happy man who lives w my husbear in the OC.