Conscious Catholicism

Today started good enough. I’m feeling stressed and pulled to my limits. Work is fine, except my co-worker who annoys me every other day or so. There isn’t anything specific its an overall annoyance. Home is stressed. I have the fun job of having to manage the bills deal with folks when we have to pay a little later than they want. This month I switched one of my larger bills to the first paycheck instead of the second. Needless to say the switch has wrecked major havec with the whole thing. In the long wrong this is going to be a very good thing. Specifically from the next paycheck it will be a very good thing. I guess the other thing is I still expect some support from Mike, which I don’t get. Its probably better in the long run. The lease is up and we are signing a six month lease. I need the time to put money away. I get a step raise and cost of living raise at the end of December. It might just be the right time to break out on my own. well, its time to turn off the computer and head home. I feel a bit better venting my frustrations. I realize that I would have the same financial aggravations if I was on my own, but they would be mine and not ours. I think that makes all the difference in the world.


Born in New York, Educated in the Berkshires, Became an adult in CA and found my Soul in Seattle. I'm a bearish middle aged, happy man who lives w my husbear in the OC.