Conscious Catholicism

I haven’t written in awhile mostly because I keep meaning to but something just comes up and I get distracted. Yesterday I went out with friends to Cuff, I had a great time before I got to leaving I met this guy on chat ( he seemed really interested but anyone thats been on knows don’t hold your breathe. Well as it turns out he showed and he was even hotter in person. He was with a friend of his. the friend was gay and married. Anyway, I hung out with everyone and was having a really good time. I drank a bit much and well I get a little loose with the old beer goggles on. Everything looks good mostly. there ARE some people that just aren’t no matter the amount of booze. Anyway, I was pecking and kissing hear and there with my new friend but he seemed less interested in me and more in this guy that came in. I thought his friend was really hot, even though I knew he had a boyfriend back at the hotel. So we go to the bathroom were he starts giving me head in the toilet stall. Everyone is sort of going there own way now that the bar is closing. I head home with Kevin, Mike heads back to T’s house. Fast forward to today. I’m hung over and not feeling very good. I have a barbecue to go to. A straight barbecue. Kevin gives Mike and me a lift. I had a really fun time there, good food good company some hot straight guys and a gorgeous house on Lake Washington. This house easily would sell for 2-3 million. It has 5 bedrooms, a den several bathrooms. Its on the water with a sauna and jacuzzi. At first I started to feel guilty about how I acted at Cuff but then I’m like fuck it its my life I grab pleasure and fun where I find it. And it Harms none do what you will..

So now I’m home I have tomorrow off, yeah so I’m going to relax and take it easy. I’ll probably lounge and watch movies all day. The only fucked up thing is that my car won’t turn over. Either the battery is dead or theres something else wrong with it. A friend of mine tried to give me a jump but no luck there. I drive maybe once a month or so, so I’m not going to even deal with it yet. I have a 10 year/100,000 mile warranty so I’ll bring it in sometime.

Rght now I’m going to kick back and relax.


Born in New York, Educated in the Berkshires, Became an adult in CA and found my Soul in Seattle. I'm a bearish middle aged, happy man who lives w my husbear in the OC.