Conscious Catholicism

Today is the day that I bring Begera over to the animal shelter. I feel awful about this but you know Begera’s own behavior has made this choice for him. I can’t have him peeing on my sofa or my bed or Mikes bed for that matter. I have tried everything under the sun, it’s just time. He doesn’t have a medical condition, he has a behavioral problem, he always has. I thought that it was the way that Matthew used to treat him and who knows maybe thats what started the behavior. Begera is 12-13 years old so it’s time. I wish I felt better about this, I don’t and it sucks! I think that Mikes upset with me about this, who knows maybe he’s just upset about Begera going and because I’m feeling like the big bad ogre I’m reading into something that isn’t there. I’ll try DK and see if perhaps she can take him. She is a wonderful woman, I got Tobias Anthony from her. If she can take him that would be super.


Born in New York, Educated in the Berkshires, Became an adult in CA and found my Soul in Seattle. I'm a bearish middle aged, happy man who lives w my husbear in the OC.