Conscious Catholicism

Today is definitely a monday. classes were long and difficult. I have an HTML test tomorrow that I’m anxious about. I had a math test that I totally blew. I wanted to get my math grades and so I told my teacher he said to follow him upstairs, I did. I had to wait around while he was with another student. He totally forgot about me and was like I’ll get them to you tomorrow. His fucking office was less than 15 feet from when he told me this. I was like thanks for wasting my time. Now I’m home. I had yet more paperwork to do for scholarships and financial aid. It’s never ending and everything moves way to fast, how am i supposed to find time to do anything else? I’m just slightly frazzled, I have school work, two tests this week, 2 projects that are due and I’m flying out to NY on Friday. I’ll be returning on Tuesday and will have 2 more projects and 2 more tests on Wednesday. I know it sounds like I’m complaining, I’m not I’m just feeling a time pinch, and I’m not doing well in math and want very much to maintain my GPA or better (3.7).


Born in New York, Educated in the Berkshires, Became an adult in CA and found my Soul in Seattle. I'm a bearish middle aged, happy man who lives w my husbear in the OC.