Conscious Catholicism

It’s 8:45am I just got up. I couldn’t get to sleep last night until somewere around 1ish. I’m going to miss my HTML class this morning. It’s a grey overcast day here and I’m in a kind of funk. I’ve been getting more and more bummed out about money. There are a whole bunch of utlitys that need to be paid and rent and here I am going to school. I would be working but the economy sucks and I’ve having one hell of a time finding work that fits my morning school schedule. I liked it when I was working and bringing in 3x what I’m getting now. It’s depressing as fuck and makes me mad depressed and just feeling like crap. I blaim my own stupidity for not getting a formal education earlier in life. I of course blaim it on the Republicans and Bush. It’s my own choices that have brought me to this place and its my own choices that will get me out of this place ultimately. Now I have to get showered shaved and dressed, I have a programming class at 10am.


Born in New York, Educated in the Berkshires, Became an adult in CA and found my Soul in Seattle. I'm a bearish middle aged, happy man who lives w my husbear in the OC.