Conscious Catholicism

I didn’t sleep very well at all last night. It was the third night in a row that I had disturbing dreams. Theres too much going on in my head right now. I feel like I have no sense of direction or accomplishment. I’m just floating on the river of life grabbing whatever gets close enough to give my life some meaning. I feel like shit. I think the answer is discipline and focus. That sounds like something my mom would have said when I was growing up. Fuck the analysis I feel like shit and I don’t want to.


Born in New York, Educated in the Berkshires, Became an adult in CA and found my Soul in Seattle. I'm a bearish middle aged, happy man who lives w my husbear in the OC.