Conscious Catholicism

So the good news is that we got the apartment!! Mike and I will be moving into the apartment at the beginning of August. I’ve had 2 movers come and give me estimates for the move. On another front, I’ve been going out more lately, drinking far too much beer, saying crazy things and making out with men I don’t know. It’s fine, and I think it’s all about being excited at moving to the hill, being single, Spring – rutting season and all that business. I realize that this is a momentary thing and sometimes good for me to let loose. I also realize how much of a control-freak I am when it comes to myself, the only guilt that I feel the next day is do to the way I run my mouth without checking in with my head the night before. I guess this is true of most folks, they just say whatever comes to them when drinking.

I met two new guys recently and have been on dates with both of them. I’m pretty sure that, although they’re nice enough guys, nothing is going to develop. Mikes birthday is coming up (June 28th), I bought him tickets to Mama Mia for the last show here in Seattle on the 29th. Maria, Myself and other close friends are taking him out for his birthday as well.

I can’t begin to say how excited I am about this move. I can see so many new beginnings happening. The nicest thing about this is that these new beginings are happening in an organic evolutionary way, not as the result of trauma, drama or upset. Well, the sun is rising through my window, it’s 5:30am so it seems as good as any to post this entry now.


Born in New York, Educated in the Berkshires, Became an adult in CA and found my Soul in Seattle. I'm a bearish middle aged, happy man who lives w my husbear in the OC.