Conscious Catholicism

well I’m headed to New York on Sunday. Mom called tonight to let me know that she had found grandma had passed last night. From the looks of things it appears that she had had a massive heart attack and died sitting in her favorite chair. I’m not sure how I’m feeling, I’m sad as it is the passing of an era in our family, I’m also more concerned for my mom, she has always maintained herself emotionally, even when she was wailing and hollering at us, it’s disconcerting to hear her breaking apart like this. I managed to get a flight out of here on Sunday morning and arriving at almost midnight there time in Newark. I’ll spend a week there which means I’ll be without computer for a week, shudder, I’ll have to resort to actually writing in my paper journal. I’m hoping to spend some time with Karen and Franca as well. I have a lot of stuff to do tomorrow. I don’t have any pants to wear that fit me, so I’ll need new black pants and I’ll have to pack everything… all this bother. Grandma C was the first one to teach me how to cook, granted it was strawberry jello, but to a 6 year old thats a lot of fun. I’ll miss you grandma I love you.. Kenny


Born in New York, Educated in the Berkshires, Became an adult in CA and found my Soul in Seattle. I'm a bearish middle aged, happy man who lives w my husbear in the OC.