Conscious Catholicism

It looks like a cloudy day out to match my mood. I have off from work today which is really nice. I got to sleep in and I am happy for it. Mikes probably going to be working the overnight tonight and I am feeling really mixed about it. I don’t have a problem with him having to do extra work for work. I have a major issue with him not showing any balls and saying to his boss, you know it’s not my responsibility to fill these shifts, I’m on vacation. I also have an issue with this because it affects “us”. My job doesn’t ever affect “us”. I have mentally drawn a line for myself. If there is anything that would cause us to go our seperate ways its going to be his willingness to let people walk on him (and in turn our time/space etc) or his inability to make a choices. I am mostly happy with us, it’s been 2 years now. I have issues besides the above, but they are the small things and don’t mean a lot. What I do love about him is his gentle sprirt, his patience with others and me, his sense of humor.


Born in New York, Educated in the Berkshires, Became an adult in CA and found my Soul in Seattle. I'm a bearish middle aged, happy man who lives w my husbear in the OC.