Conscious Catholicism

What a long day. I didn’t really do much today. I made a bunch of phone calls and such searching for the next contract.. like some work junkie. I did get a call from a recruiter for IBM downtown for an OS/2 engineering position which would be both profitable fun, and downtown. The conversation went mostly well. I sent him my resume afterwards which he didn’t get the first time out .. I hate that. TV sucked tonight we ended up watching Deep Blue Sea, which we’ve already seen before. It was ok.. I futzed on the machines periodically during the movie. The cable went down AGAIN. If I could change from @home to DSL I would in a heartbeat. The good news is at least that they went back up about an hour ago. According to the rep on the phone it was a national thing. I also had a conversation with Gail today, she spoke with William awhile back and dished me the dirt of whats going on with him. Will was my partner before Myk. We moved to Seattle together a number of years ago and have known each other since 1991. Anyway, he is depressed which is no great suprise he’s always depressed in the Winter. I don’t mean to sound cold about the whole thing. It’s just something I’ve come to expect. He is having some problems and work, with discrimination issues and my general sense from the last time we spoke was that he is feeling a bit lonely. I just don’t understand why he doesn’t call. I have certainly done my part to maintain the friendship .. I am the one that goes and visits to California paying the airfare etc… and I have to always call him.. he very seldom, I think once called me. It’s either I am really dense and he doesn’t want to continue with the friendship or he does and is just lazy … or has other issues going on. Well I am going to wrap this up and head to bed for a few hours. I am bushed.


Born in New York, Educated in the Berkshires, Became an adult in CA and found my Soul in Seattle. I'm a bearish middle aged, happy man who lives w my husbear in the OC.